Ray of Bright

Monday, May 23, 2011

Cracks, Beginnings, Life.....

Have you ever watched a baby animal/reptilian emerge from their tiny little eggs? Well I haven't in person but I have seen videos, and it fascinated me. As I reflect the past few months I find myself emerging from my shell (also known as a security bubble). I have finally cracked the shell. I have broke free and I am finally experiencing life. I was scared. Really scared. For so many years I peaked out of my shell, I never fully let myself taste the world that surrounds me. It was slightly shocking, but at the same time so very alive and fascinating. I was so excited! Everything was an adventure, there are so many things I want to do and try. Places to visit and see, people to meet, places to climb, and I finally want to live my life. I have started a new beginning. It has been very refreshing, renewing, and such a thrill to begin this new stage.

I have often wondered how a new baby felt after it left that tiny little space. For me I was ready....I wanted out I wanted to move and breath! However once I left my tiny little space there was a lot I had to learn, a lot I am still learning. Your little bubble of protection is no longer there, you are on your own using what you have been nurtured and taught to get through and make it in the world.

Overall I am excited for what the future brings. Already in two months I have met so many new and amazing people. I have done things I have never done before and I am ready for more! I am ready to live my life, and I hope while doing so I might be able to inspire someone along the way. I know my life has been touched by so many amazing people! I am excited about my job, I want to help grow and expand our business. I am excited to help with YFF!!! I just found out today that they want me to become their permanent bookkeeper. I can barely wait to start! I am excited to do more climbing, to see more places and share more memories with people I love and care about!

To sum everything up so this isn't just a random post of eggs and life I hope that anyone that reads this will take a moment to reflect on their own life. That you will evaluate and see what is holding you back. Identify your dreams, what you want to do and do them! Break out of your shell(s), live life. How can you experience and love something you are too afraid to embrace? Don't forget who you are, don't forget your beliefs or standards, share them with others by example and by being their friend! Make a difference in this world, and in turn the world will make a difference in you, make it a good one! My only advice pray and take a leap, He can only catch you if you jump. If stay hovering at the edge....He can't help you. I challenge you, go and do something new or something you have wanted to, and then write about it and share! Go make a difference!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Mondays and Rainy Days

Okay.....I feel like this is going to be an interesting post. I haven't posted since creating my blog. Since then, well life has taken many interesting and exciting new roles. First I have met an adorable man whom I get to call my boyfriend. I moved into an apartment with two awesome roommates. I started working full time at RPM Southern Utah. I will be going to Disneyland next week with my dear sweet friend Natalie and her adorable children. Well I haven't much time, but this is my current update. Hopefully I will keep a more regular blog....we will have to see :)